LEADER 03543nam 2200661 a 450 001 9910658790003321 005 20241204160300.0 010 $a1-299-31175-X 010 $a0-299-29253-3 035 $a(CKB)2560000000100067 035 $a(SSID)ssj0000834929 035 $a(PQKBManifestationID)12405357 035 $a(PQKBTitleCode)TC0000834929 035 $a(PQKBWorkID)10981867 035 $a(PQKB)11625733 035 $a(MiAaPQ)EBC3445313 035 $a(OCoLC)841908693 035 $a(MdBmJHUP)muse25283 035 $a(Au-PeEL)EBL3445313 035 $a(CaPaEBR)ebr10671468 035 $a(CaONFJC)MIL462425 035 $a(OCoLC)830947682 035 $a(BIP)46466298 035 $a(BIP)41321320 035 $a(EXLCZ)992560000000100067 100 $a20120831d2013 ub 0 101 0 $aeng 135 $aurcn||||||||| 181 $ctxt 182 $cc 183 $acr 200 10$aAutobiography of my hungers /$fRigoberto Gonza?lez 205 $a1st ed. 210 $aMadison $cUniversity of Wisconsin Press$dc2013 215 $axii, 113 p 225 1 $aLiving out : gay and lesbian autobiographies 300 $aBibliographic Level Mode of Issuance: Monograph 311 08$a0-299-29250-9 327 $aIntro -- contents -- acknowledgments -- allegory -- I/ leaving the motherland, mother leaving me -- duty -- piedrita -- potato -- zacapu -- piedrita -- juguete -- trash -- lift -- witch -- piedrita -- fire -- x-mas -- crayon -- note i -- crooked -- piedrita -- biology -- wicked -- dream -- piedrita -- glove -- migra -- II/ unsettled independence -- invisible -- piedrita -- tongue -- insomnia -- note ii -- night shift -- xóchitl -- piedrita -- voice -- reprimand -- martini -- III/ in search of paradise -- station -- piedrita -- kill -- outcast -- eye -- kite -- clown -- piedrita -- tether -- papi -- godiva -- piedrita -- IV/ body cravings -- love -- empty -- piedrita -- sketch -- rain -- chi -- piedrita -- ghosts -- pseudonym -- piedrita -- questions -- note iii -- piedrita -- haughty -- extraction -- bleed -- voracious -- piedrita -- forest. 330 $aRigoberto Gonzalez, author of the critically acclaimed memoir "Butterfly Boy: Memories of a Chicano Mariposa," takes a second piercing look at his past through a startling new lens: hunger. The need for sustenance originating in childhood poverty, the adolescent emotional need for solace and comfort, the adult desire for a larger world, another lover, a different body all are explored by Gonzalez in a series of heartbreaking and poetic vignettes. Each vignette is a defining moment of self-awareness, every moment an important step in a lifelong journey toward clarity, knowledge, and the nourishment that comes in various forms even "the smallest biggest joys" help piece together a complex portrait of a gay man of color who at last defines himself by what he learns, not by what he yearns for." 410 0$aLiving out. 606 $aAuthors, American$y20th century$vBiography 606 $aHispanic American gay men$vBiography 606 $aMexican American gay men$vBiography 606 $aGay men$vBiography 615 0$aAuthors, American 615 0$aHispanic American gay men 615 0$aMexican American gay men 615 0$aGay men 676 $a813/.54 700 $aGonza?lez$b Rigoberto$01109695 801 0$bMiAaPQ 801 1$bMiAaPQ 801 2$bMiAaPQ 906 $aBOOK 912 $a9910658790003321 996 $aAutobiography of my hungers$92670946 997 $aUNINA