LEADER 00779nam0-22002891i-450- 001 990001802570403321 005 20080421115534.0 035 $a000180257 035 $aFED01000180257 035 $a(Aleph)000180257FED01 035 $a000180257 100 $a20030910f18801899km-y0itay50------ba 101 0 $aita 102 $aIT 200 1 $aInnesto della vite in Sicilia$fFrancesco Mina Palumbo 210 $a[S.l.$cs.n.$d188.] 215 $a10 p.$d23 cm 610 0 $aViti 676 $a634.8 700 1$aMina Palumbo,$bFrancesco$f<1814-1899>$070368 801 0$aIT$bUNINA$gRICA$2UNIMARC 901 $aBK 912 $a990001802570403321 952 $a60 DONO COMES 6/27$b37905$fFAGBC 959 $aFAGBC 996 $aInnesto della vite in Sicilia$9411227 997 $aUNINA LEADER 02370nam 2200373 450 001 9910580299503321 005 20230430142622.0 010 $a1-953035-73-6 035 $a(CKB)5600000000474033 035 $a(NjHacI)995600000000474033 035 $a(EXLCZ)995600000000474033 100 $a20230430d2021 uy 0 101 0 $aeng 135 $aur||||||||||| 181 $ctxt$2rdacontent 182 $cc$2rdamedia 183 $acr$2rdacarrier 200 10$aBullied $eThe Story of an Abuse /$fJonathan Alexander 210 1$aSanta Barbara, California :$cPunctum Books,$d2021. 215 $a1 online resource (176 pages) 330 $aWhat happens when the defining moment of your life might be a figment of your imagination? How do you understand - and live with - definitive feelings of having been abused when the origin of those feelings won't adhere to a singular event but are rather diffused across years of experience? In Bullied: The Story of an Abuse, Jonathan Alexander meditates on how, as a young man, he struggled with the realization that the story he'd been telling himself about being abused by a favorite uncle as a child might actually just have been a "story" - a story he told himself and others to justify both his lifelong struggle with anxiety and to explain his attraction to other men. Story though it was, Alexander maintains that some form of abuse did occur. In writing that is at turns reflective, analytic, and hallucinatory, Alexander traces what it means to suffer homophobic abuse when such is diffused across multiple actors and locales, implicating a family, a school, a culture, and a politics - as opposed to a singular individual who just happened to be the only openly gay man in young Alexander's life. Along the way, Alexander reflects on Jussie Smollett, drug abuse, MAGA-capped boys, sadomasochism, Catholic priests, cruising, teaching young adult fiction about rape, and a host of other oddly but intimately related topics. 517 $aBullied 606 $aFalse memory syndrome 606 $aGay men$zUnited States$vBiography 615 0$aFalse memory syndrome. 615 0$aGay men 676 $a616.85822390651 700 $aAlexander$b Jonathan$0801335 801 0$bNjHacI 801 1$bNjHacl 906 $aBOOK 912 $a9910580299503321 996 $aBullied$93039833 997 $aUNINA